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Dead By April: In My Arms (Album: Dead By April)
[A new beginning. Acceptance. Hope.]
Lyrics:
Don’t look down, don’t look back, I am beside you
Close your eyes, know I’m here
I know it’s hard to let go all that defines you
You feel like you’ll never be whole again
(We will find a way to erase the past)
(Stay with me, stay with me)
In my arms, you’ll be fine, I never let go
All you’ve lost will come again, just stay here with me
Never look back, never again, it’s over
Everything ends here in my arms
Don’t give in, don’t let your memories break you
Let me take you away from here
(We will find a way to make this last)
(Stay with me, stay with me)
In my arms, you’ll be fine, I never let go
All you’ve lost will come again, just stay here with me
Never look back, never again, it’s over
Everything ends here in my arms
I’ll be here forever
(Everything ends)
Here in my arms
I’ll be here forever
(Everything ends in my arms)
I’ll be here forever …Forever
(Forever)
In my arms …In my arms
You’ll be fine …You’ll be fine
I never let go
All you’ve lost …All you’ve lost
Will come again …Will come again
Just stay here with me
(Never look back)
Never look back
(Never again)
Never again
(It’s over)
Everything ends here in my arms
For My Pain…: Tomorrow Is A Closed Gate (Album: Fallen)
[Depression after failing to change the world.]
Lyrics:
A broken voice from the broken dreams
My heart is drowning in loveblood
I can’t forget your leaving shape
Everyday is like a long walk in the cold rain
I’m bleeding and loosing my grip
Tomorrow is a closed gate
I have been dead for so long
And no one’s gonna shed a tear
I have been dead for so long
And no one seems to care
Sometimes I really hate people close to me
They want to see my reaction
That I don’t want to give
Sometimes I really want to be just dead
Without any kind of
Torturing stress
I wrote it in the dead air, I wrote it in the shape of despair
I see the silence in the stranger’s smiles
They don’t care
Memories in the screams of the gate, my past slowly fades
Questions are stones on my way
I’m still walking anyway
Slipknot: Dead Memories (Album: All Hope Is Gone)
[Returning from the past.]
Lyrics:
Sitting in the dark, I can’t forget.
Even now, I realize the time I’ll never get
Another story of the bitter pills of fate
I can’t go back again
I can’t go back again
But you asked me to love you, and I did.
Traded my emotions for a contract to commit
And when I got away, I only got so far
The other me is dead
I hear his voice inside my head
And we were never alive
And we won’t be born again
But I’ll never survive
With dead memories in my heart
Dead memories in my heart
Dead memories in my heart
You told me to love you, and I did.
Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit
So when I got away, I only kept my scars
The other me is gone
Now I don’t know where I belong
And we were never alive
And we won’t be born again
But I’ll never survive
With dead memories in my heart
Dead memories in my heart
Dead memories in my heart
Dead memories in my heart
Dead visions in your name
Dead fingers in my veins
Dead memories in my heart
Dead memories in my heart
Dead memories in my heart
Dead memories in my heart
Static-X: Cold (Album: Machine)
[The attacks continue. Survival becomes the primary target.]
Lyrics:
We kiss
the stars.
We writhe.
We are
your main
desire,
your flesh.
We are
cold, we’re so cold.
We are
so cold, we’re so cold.
[x2]
Your mouth,
these words,
silence.
It turns
on me.
We laugh.
My head
falls back.
Cold, we’re so cold.
We are
so cold, we’re so cold.
Breaking Benjamin: Dance With the Devil (Album: Phobia)
[Alliance with Sylar. So many lies to accept, past conflicts to ignore.]
Lyrics:
Here I stand, helpless and left for dead
Close your eyes, so many days go by
Easy to find what’s wrong
Harder to find what’s right
I believe in you
I can show you that I can see right through
All your empty lies, I won’t stay long
In this world so wrong
Say goodbye,
As we dance with the devil tonight
Don’t you dare look at him in the eye
As we dance with the devil tonight
Trembling, crawling across my skin
Feeling your cold, dead eyes
Stealing the life of mine
I believe in you
I can show you that I can see right through
All your empty lies, I won’t last long
In this world so wrong
Say goodbye,
As we dance with the devil tonight
Don’t you dare look at him in the eye
As we dance with the devil tonight
Hold on
Hold on
Say goodbye,
As we dance with the devil tonight
Don’t you dare look at him in the eye
As we dance with the devil tonight
Hold on
Hold on
Goodbye…
Linkin Park: New Divide (Album: Transformers 2: Revenge of the Fallen soundtrack)
[The memories have returned. Decisions must be made.]
Lyrics:
I remembered black skies
The lightning all around me
I remembered each flash
As time began to blur
Like a startling sign
That fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross
The distance in your eyes
Give me reason
To fill this hole
Connect this space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide
There was nothing inside
The memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide
The ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in
Between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross
The distance in your eyes
Across this new divide
In every loss in every lie
In every truth that you deny
And each regret and each goodbye
Was a mistake too great to hide
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross
The distance in your eyes
Give me reason
To fill this hole
Connect this space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide
Across this new divide
Across this new divide
- - -
A few days passed with two more attacks. The American government didn’t send more men, but there were several missiles that kept them occupied. Some unmanned fighter planes were set out as well, but they were considerably nicer to deal with because their explosive power wasn’t as great as in fully armed missiles.
All the fighting was making Peter incredibly wound up, and he spent his days and nights trying to find a way out of it. Inevitably though, he could think of only one possibility that would undo it all.
“I have to go back,” he announced to Sylar one morning.
“Back to the government lab?” the other asked, trying to cover the apparent anger in his voice.
“No,” Peter shook his head. “Past. Before all this happened.”
Sylar was silent for a long moment, then shrugged. “If you think that will make a difference. But what if you make it worse?”
Peter had thought of that. From the very beginning, that had been what held him back. Sure, most days he couldn’t think how things could be worse, but he was certain that one mistake in the past would cause it somehow. “That’s why I’m taking no chances. I’ve planned it to the last detail.”
“Really,” Sylar said conversationally, although his face remained as one of mocking doubt.
“Yes,” Peter said simply, stepping forward. “And you’re going to help me.”
Sylar froze, his eyes narrowed. He could probably sense something was off although Peter was shielding his intentions. When Peter moved again, the other stepped back, but the younger man was faster and grabbed his arm.
He tried to anticipate it, but when Sylar pushed him back with telekinesis, Peter couldn’t hold onto him. With a groan he landed against the opposite wall, then sighed and stopped time. It was the one power Sylar could never have since he killed Hiro without taking it, and it remained Peter’s ultimate weapon against him.
Peter walked back over to him, placed his hands on either side of his face, then focused to release the time-freeze and plunge into his head at once. He succeeded, sliding into Sylar’s mind before the other could fend him off. A disarray of memories attacked him, most of them Sylar’s own, and some of Nathan’s and other people’s he had pretended to be. Peter didn’t stop to look at them, though, but sought that one particular memory he was interested in… the day Sylar killed Nathan.
Sylar fought him bitterly, but Peter pushed with all the determination he had, and finally he had it all, in clear detail. His mind burned with strain and fury at seeing his brother die, but when he was done and he pulled back, Peter smiled. “It’s never going to happen. You won’t kill Nathan, you won’t become him, and so… we will never fight each other and destroy the world.”
Sylar stared at him, dark and menacing, his nose bleeding. Peter felt a warm wetness on his own face, guessing he didn’t look much better. He had made his decision, though. Sylar could either agree, or stay out of his way.
He concentrated, turned invisible, held his breath, then teleported.
2009,
Stanton Hotel, Washington D.C.
What Peter noticed first was the smell of pollution in the air. He had rarely paid attention to it before, but now… it was thick enough to make his nose burn for a moment.
It was not why he was here, though.
His eyes scanned the building before him, and soon he spotted a window above him, broken, pale curtains swaying as if they were trying to climb out. And instant later he could see two shapes flying through the sky.
Nathan crashed in first, aided by Sylar’s telekinesis. Peter felt his heart jump and anger burn, seeing his brother, but he had to focus. Sylar followed him in, slow and majestic, taking his time; Sylar had always liked to taunt when he had the chance, to toy with his victim…
Peter shot up, phasing through the wall because he didn’t have the patience to aim for the window, and just when Sylar raised his hand, Peter swung him to the side. He turned visible, knowing it would be pointless to try keep himself that way if he fought the other; his concentration would break sooner or later.
He looked briefly at Nathan, who stared right back at him. It was one of the rare moments when Nathan was utterly speechless. Peter just nodded at him, then stepped to the side to face Sylar who was climbing back to his feet. The serial killer’s face was identical to the man’s Peter had just left behind, almost seventy years into the future. Yet there was something different about this Sylar too. Perhaps it was the pure rage he attacked Peter with – and the weakness.
Peter flung him back, easier than he had ever thought possible. The groan he forced from the other almost made him laugh. “And you’re calling me pathetic…” he mused out loud, stepping up to the other man. “I would kill you, but because you saved my life… I won’t.”
Sylar frowned in obvious confusion. For a moment Peter expected him to reach out to try to read his mind, but there was none of that. Then it dawned to him that Sylar hadn’t yet acquired the power.
“Doesn’t matter,” Peter muttered, then touched Sylar’s forehead, focusing, upsetting the chemical balances in his brain, and the other man fell unconscious to the floor. It wouldn’t last forever, but it would give them room to breathe.
Peter turned back to look at his brother, alive and well. The real Nathan.
“Peter?” Nathan asked uncertainly.
“From the future,” Peter explained.
Nathan just nodded, accepting the fact a lot easier than he would have a few years ago. His brown eyes fell down to look at Sylar. “What should we do with him?”
“I guess that’s up to you. I won’t kill him,” Peter said simply.
“He saved your life?” Nathan asked, suspicion in his voice.
“In more ways than one,” Peter confirmed, his voice softening. “Where I come from… The world turned out terrible, Nathan. You were going to die today, and they turned Sylar into you after I stopped him. Mom told no one, and when Sylar finally broke through, I was too angry to even think clearly –”
“Whoa, whoa, slow down,” Nathan interrupted him. “I was going to die?”
“Just now,” Peter smiled softly. “But none of that matters now.”
The door on the side burst open and Matt Parkman rushed in, followed by Angela Petrelli. They both stopped as if they had hit a wall, looking at the ruined room and Sylar’s still form – then Peter.
“Well,” Matt said a bit tensely. “Was this in your dream, Mrs. Petrelli?”
Angela stared at Peter, and after all these years of hatred and regrets, Peter stepped forward to hug her. She was tense in his arms, and eventually pushed him away. “You don’t belong here,” she stated, voice shivering.
“No,” Peter admitted. “But I… I’ve been wanting to say this for a long time, Mom: I’m sorry I let things end the way they did.” He stopped for a moment, looking at her confused face. She looked tired and worried, but she had so much more life in her than the last time Peter saw her alive. “It doesn’t matter anymore,” he finally said, smoothing her hair from her face, then stepped back as her phone rang.
“Noah,” she said after checking out the caller’s ID. She answered, bringing him up to speed on what had happened. Every now and then she still gave Peter a look, as if trying to decide if she was pleased to see him or not.
Peter looked at Nathan who had now sat down in the chair behind him. The chair he died in… He shook away the memory he had taken from Sylar. It didn’t matter anymore. Things were going to turn out the right way. “I love you, Nathan,” he said suddenly, and realized he had longed to do so for a very long time.
The door opened again, and Peter looked up, feeling the immediate confusion flowing from his niece and his past self as the two followed Noah Bennet into the suite.
- - -
His body was still aching from the recent fight as he followed Claire down the stairs. He was worried about Nathan, and hoped that his brother was okay. If only he had been able to do more! Seeing him and Sylar take off through the window and knowing he was unable to follow now that he had absorbed one of Sylar’s abilities made him feel incredibly weak.
They rounded a corner and Peter stopped short so that he wouldn’t collide with Claire. While her healing power may have been a blessing right now, he needed to hold onto the ability he got from Sylar…
Reaching the main floor, Peter ran down ahead of her. “We should separate here,” he told her. “You go that way. I’ll look for Nathan over here.” He turned – and almost ran into Noah and his gun. Claire had also stopped, stepping forward.
“Noah?” Peter asked, slightly confused about why he was pointing the gun at them.
“You tell me that’s Claire, not Sylar.”
“I just fought Sylar, okay? That’s Claire,” Peter explained impatiently. He was already beginning to hate this shape shifting power. “Put the gun down,” he urged, then watched as Claire stepped forward. It seemed to work a lot better than Peter’s reassurances.
“Did you take his power?” Noah finally asked after he had embraced his adopted daughter. His voice was low, barely a whisper.
“Yeah,” Peter nodded. The blood drying on each side of his head pulled on his skin, but there was no time to get cleaned up now.
“So we can stop him,” Claire looked at them both. Noah smiled; he had waited for this for a long time.
“Freeze!” someone suddenly shouted, making them all turn. The men of the Secret Service stood in the hallway, pointing guns at them. “On the ground!” the man, Liam Samuels, urged. Peter wondered if he could manage to convince him without Nathan being there.
“The president’s life is in danger,” Noah stated before Peter had time to think of anything. “You want him to live, you need to listen to us,” he went on, slowly placing his gun to the floor.
“I said on the ground!” Samuels shouted.
Claire seemed to have had enough. She walked forward, her voice determined yet laced with none of the urgency that Peter felt in his body. “You can either listen to me now…” she told them, then stopped when Samuels’ gun was pressed against her head, “or I’ll tell you after you shoot me.”
Peter stared at the scene, then closed his eyes briefly, and when he reopened them, Samuels had lowered his gun. Claire didn’t smile or say thank you, and Peter wondered when she had begun to change. It hadn’t been that long since she was a cheerleader in Odessa, warmth surrounding her instead of this coldness and resolve.
Noah pulled out his phone, and Peter waited to see whom he called. The expression of utter dismay that took over his features soon after made Peter frown. When he finished the call, Noah looked at Peter for a long time. “It seems… Sylar’s down. He and Nathan returned to the suite.”
“Nathan got him?” Claire asked in apparent disbelief.
Peter knew his expression mirrored hers, although he felt immensely relieved as well.
“Not really,” Noah said slowly. “Peter did.”
With that cryptic message he turned and began to climb the stairs, Claire and Peter following after an exchange of looks. “What did you do?” his niece asked.
“I don’t know,” Peter replied, honestly baffled. It didn’t make sense. His head was pounding as he struggled to keep up with Noah, yet his relief was great when they finally stepped into the suite and he saw Nathan sitting in a chair, alive and breathing, and Sylar lying at the opposite side of the room.
Then his eyes found a man in the room that certainly didn’t belong there.
“He’s from the future?” Noah asked at once. He had his gun in his hand, yet it wasn’t pointed at Peter’s double.
The guy looked like him, as if they were the same age, only his eyes seemed older, and his hair and body were different. He was thinner than Peter, yet the way he stood he seemed a lot stronger at the same time.
“It would appear so,” Angela stated, her voice shaking a little.
Noah nodded, then looked to the side at Sylar. “Well, I suppose we should say thank you.”
The future Peter shifted a little, looking at Sylar before his eyes returned to Peter’s own. He smiled, faintly, probably feeling the awkwardness of the situation.
“Why are you here?” Peter finally asked. Last time he had seen one of his future selves, it had been the day one of them shot Nathan, if he was correct – or when said Peter took him to the future where Claire almost killed him.
“To… change the future,” the future Peter stated, his eyes briefly locking with Nathan’s.
“He says I was going to die today,” Nathan told them. It seemed there was something else, because Nathan looked thoughtful, but it wasn’t as if today’s events weren’t weird enough as they were.
In his corner, Sylar shifted, and the other Peter turned, raising his hand. Sylar snarled, then rolled back as if he was being pinned down by an invisible force.
“Stay still,” the man from the future said. “I don’t want to hurt you, but I will if you push me.”
Sylar laughed, the sound strained. “You can’t kill me.”
“I would love to disagree,” the future Peter shot back, his voice cool. “You think you’re powerful? Maybe twenty years from now, when you’ve collected almost every power there is. Right now… you’re a pitiful shadow of your future self I just left behind.”
Peter swallowed. It was hard to imagine such power, so he decided not to think about it. And it was a future that was going to change today for all he knew. That was why his other self was here, right? “Maybe we should finish him,” he suggested. “If we imprison him, he’s just going to escape again, and this whole thing will start all over. Let’s finish what we came to do here.”
Claire nodded. Noah lifted his gun, loading it.
Future Peter shifted his head, just slightly, and suddenly the gun in Noah’s hand was jerked away from him, flying out of the window.
Sylar chuckled. “You think that weapon would have been any good anyway?” Then his entire body jerked, an electric flash passing through him, and he lay on the floor, gasping.
“Shut up,” the future Peter told him.
Nathan stood up from his chair, a little unsteady on his feet. “They are right. He has to die.” Both Peters looked at him.
It seemed for a moment that his future self was going to argue, but then he just hung his head and took a step to the side. “I trust you, Nathan. Killing him is what we were going to do today, right?”
“Right, Pete,” Nathan smiled at him, although the expression seemed a little strained; perhaps Nathan felt just as uneasy around him as Peter did.
“You’re doing the right thing,” Peter told his double, reaching out to touch his shoulder, and his fingers accidentally brushed against the skin of his neck. At that very instant Peter felt a wave of heat pass through his body, and instead of the single power that he could usually feel when he touched someone with an ability… he felt dozens. All at once, some more powerful than the next, all trying to push into him.
He stepped back with a gasp and stumbled as his legs refused to carry him. Nathan grabbed him before he fell to the floor, and Peter tried to hold onto him in vain to stop the tremors that suddenly shook his body.
Voices were in his head. Screams…
Darkness, but the sky’s on fire. The horizon lit with ugly shades of red.
“Pete!” Nathan shouted, shaking him. Peter heard him only briefly before the visions in his head got worse again.
Children crying. People screaming. Metal bending and glass breaking.
“Peter, come on…”
Cities falling, sinking to the ground.
Peter struggled to breathe. His lungs felt as if they were filled with smoke.
Ground tearing, rock crumbling, a gap spreading like a terrible, buck-toothed grimace, growing and growing…
“Pete.” Nathan’s voice filled his ears, and he tried to hold onto it.
“Nathan,” he gasped.
He looked at Nathan, but Nathan’s face kept changing. His, Sylar’s, then his again. A constant transformation, like a battle. A battle that Sylar won.
“You’re not my brother.” Peter’s voice. Horrified, betrayed. Angry.
So much anger.
“Nathan,” Peter whispered, trying to reach out for him.
“Peter, you’re hurting –”
Nathan was gone.
“No!” Peter screamed. In his head, and out loud.
The ground was still shaking, wouldn’t stop. It would never stop. And Nathan was gone, always gone.
Sylar…
“Make him stop!” Claire screamed, but her words were muffled in his ears.
“What the hell’s going on?” Matt, so scared…
“It won’t stop,” Peter chanted, holding his head with one hand, Nathan with the other, because maybe if he didn’t let go, he wouldn’t disappear. “The world’s ending… it will never stop!”
“Pete, just calm down,” Nathan said, his voice urgent and worried.
“I can’t stop it,” Peter finally realized, his eyes snapping open, looking at the identical brown ones of his brother. “We can’t stop it, Sylar.”
“Peter, what –”
Hot pain flashed through Peter’s head before Nathan ever finished.
- - -
“What did you do?!” Nathan roared as younger Peter’s body collapsed in his arms, a metal rod piercing his brother’s head.
“He couldn’t control it,” Peter told him. Although it pained him to see his past self die like that, it was only temporary; Peter would heal, like he had healed so many times before and after. But piercing his brain with the first object he could find in the room had been the swiftest action he could take.
As soon as Peter had touched him, he had felt the connection like the worst of Sylar’s electric shocks. It took a few seconds for him to come out of it, and as soon as he had, it was clear something wasn’t right. His past self was shaking on the floor, his eyes… he was looking around frantically, but Peter could tell he didn’t see what the rest of them did. And then he began to speak: incoherent broken sentences which made Peter swiftly fight his way into his mind to see what was going on.
He stumbled back quicker than he went in, realizing that Peter’s mind was being assaulted by each of his own memories, and slowly, steadily, the Stanton Hotel was beginning to shake around them.
Nathan tried to make his brother stop, but Peter knew he was beyond comprehension. His brain wasn’t capable of coping with all the information. He didn’t have the sufficient powers to handle it. And whichever powers he had taken…
Killing him was the fastest way to make it stop, and Peter had long since learned to accept that fact. Nathan’s shout of outrage made him feel guilty, but while the shaking still went on, he didn’t particularly care what his brother thought at the moment.
The chandelier fell from the ceiling, smashing between them. The walls were beginning to crack, and the windows were breaking in the buildings around the hotel. Peter felt his heart beat faster, and he tried to focus and calm the earthquake.
An electric shock with a patented telekinetic push broke his concentration. Peter fell to the side, then rolled over to meet Sylar’s next attack, matching it with his own. Paint and rubble were falling on them like rain, and he could hear the telltale sounds of the building beginning to fall apart. People were screaming outside; crying for help, afraid, dying…
“Fuck,” Peter swore. He didn’t have time for this. He focused and pushed Sylar with all his might, plunging him through the wall and out of the building. He could track him later, but right now he had to make this stop.
“We have to get out of here!” Matt shouted over the noise. The floor was starting to crack and bend, like crumbling paper.
“Move!” Peter ordered.
Nathan held out his arm for Angela, who grabbed him. With Peter’s limp form on his other side, Nathan took off through the window.
Peter looked at the remaining three people in the room, then extended his hands. “Touch me.”
“Why should we trust you?” Claire asked hotly. “You just killed Peter!”
Peter bit his jaws together, not bothering to answer. While Matt was already touching his other hand, he jerked Claire closer with his free one, and Bennet grasped at him right after. Peter focused, and teleported them outside. Only, it was almost worse out there. Buildings were collapsing and there were tears spreading along the ground, some of them big enough to swallow a car. People were rushing past them, back and forth, and Peter had to take a deep breath to clam his mind enough to focus on the earthquake, and to make it stop.
It was just as hard as before. Peter knew the trick was to not let it get out of hand, because once it did, there was no way to just stop it at will. But he tried, hard, dimly aware of the falling concrete around him, and that someone pulled him to the side… When the shaking finally stopped, reduced to minor shivers that would eventually fade, he opened his eyes.
He was lying on the ground, Matt Parkman half on top of him, both of them covered in dust and broken glass. Only some feet away from them lay a crushed building that would have trampled them had Matt not moved them both out of the way. “Thanks,” Peter said simply.
“Is it over?” Matt asked, coughing and rubbing his eyes.
“Yeah,” Peter replied, then slowly got up to his feet. People were still running, and some nearby buildings were teetering on their foundations, ready to collapse. As far as he could see, the city was completely devastated. Sweat ran down his back, and Peter ran a hand through his hair, panic rising in his chest.
“Claire!”
Matt got up to his feet beside him and they both looked towards Bennet who was on the other side of the street. They both ran over, halting at the gruesome sight: while he and Matt had escaped the falling building, Claire hadn’t. Her crushed body lay lifeless beneath concrete and metal, her head twisted in an odd angle, the skull smashed in from one side, blond hair matted with blood and dust. Peter could tell that there was no coming back from that. Bennet seemed to know it as well since he was just sitting there instead of trying to dig her body free.
Angela and Nathan came running to them, dodging people going the opposite way. Nathan stopped first, standing numbly as soon as he saw Claire. Angela rushed closer, falling to her knees beside Bennet.
Peter took a slow step back, then looked around and spotted the body of his past self where Nathan must have laid him down on top of a smashed car. He walked over to him slowly, purposefully, taking a look at the empty eyes and pale skin. Was this how he looked before they woke him up? With a grimace, he turned Peter’s head and grabbed the metal rod, then pulled it free. He tossed it to the side, then waited for the wound to start to close.
It didn’t.
Peter felt considerably worse than before. He looked at his own face, still and lifeless, and still nothing happened. Somehow, Peter wasn’t healing…
Only then it struck him that perhaps he didn’t have the power. He had taken one of Sylar’s earlier, and then touched him, after which he re-created The Earthquake he could see in his head through his future self’s memories. Was it indeed possible that he couldn’t…
He turned back to look at his family, and found Angela’s teary eyes on him. She had moved to Nathan’s arms, her expression one of tired fury.
“This wasn’t supposed to happen,” Peter said faintly, pushing his fingers through his hair. “Not this. It was all supposed to end well!”
In his head, he could hear the transmissions passing in the air.
Frantic calls from people to their relatives.
A reporter telling her station about a 8.7 magnitude earthquake shaking D.C.
The Secret Service calling the Pentagon with the information that the president was dead.
Peter blocked it all out before his ears started to bleed. He wanted to cry, and scream. He looked down at his own dead face, yet it felt like he had killed a stranger. And Claire… it was surely a work of irony that both times he lived to see her die, it was in an earthquake.
He looked around again, and knew he had to change it. This couldn’t be the future he created! Anything was better than this. Even…
Peter looked at Nathan, took a step towards him, but he sensed that his presence wasn’t welcome. As far as Nathan’s thoughts went, he had just killed his brother and daughter. Nothing he did could possibly change the hatred he felt for him.
“I love you, Nathan,” Peter said, needing to say it one more time.
Then he stepped back, concentrated, and teleported.
- - -
He reappeared beside the Stanton Hotel a heartbeat later than he originally had. He couldn’t see himself since he had been invisible, but he could sense the thoughts and the heat from his body. When Nathan and Sylar rushed into the suite above them, Peter shot up, grabbing the air – and tugged himself to a halt. He saw himself turn visible, a shocked expression on his face, and he shook his head.
“What? Why? Where did you come from?” his other self asked, confused.
Peter hung his head, feeling his dead self’s blood still on his fingers. “It won’t work. It’s only going to get worse. I – we – can’t risk it.”
There was clear indecision on the other Peter’s face, and he looked up – they both did. They had both come this far, and it was unfair it had to come to this. Turning invisible, and signaling the other to do the same, he floated up to the broken window.
Sylar was just raising his hand, then drew a clean cut across Nathan’s throat, making his body jerk. It was just like in Sylar’s memory, although Peter couldn’t feel all his feelings and thoughts this time; just his own despair and urge to stop it. But he couldn’t. Even as Nathan fell back to the chair he had just sat in a few minutes ago, and struggled to breathe, Peter knew that he couldn’t risk everyone dying. He couldn’t risk another terrible way for the world to end.
Maybe there was no way to stop it. Maybe it was Peter’s fate to watch his brother die, and witness Sylar’s satisfied smirk as he turned into Nathan and walked out of the room. Peter swallowed, tears in his eyes, then looked at his other self who couldn’t understand why they hadn’t done anything. He was crying, clutching at Peter, his mind screaming Nathan’s name over and over although his lips remained sealed.
It wasn’t all that different from Peter’s own expression, he guessed.
“It’s over,” he finally said, and his double nodded, stricken by shock. Together they teleported back, though only Peter reappeared in the future; he was glad, because he had feared the confusion he might have to deal with otherwise.
Sylar looked at him from his seat. He hadn’t moved since Peter left, and perhaps no time had passed at all. To Peter, though, it felt like a lifetime. To look at Sylar, and still remember how he murdered Nathan…
Peter walked out through the door and to the shore. In the distance, he could see a peak of some ruined building sticking out of the water like a mocking finger pointed at him.
He fell to his knees in the sand and screamed until he had no voice left and his throat was raw. Raw and bloody like Nathan’s, suffocating on his own blood while Sylar stood there, smiling, and Peter was too afraid to stop it.
- - -
When Peter came back, Sylar didn’t ask how it went. Clearly nothing had changed because they both still existed – if that was how it worked. Either way, some of the light had gone out from Peter’s eyes, and the hollow expression that haunted his face for weeks after was enough to make even him worry.
The attacks still went on. Peter ventured out alone more often and fought viciously. Normal men and their pitiful weapons didn’t stand a chance against him, and it was a pathetic excuse for a battle, but that wasn’t why Sylar eventually came to the decision that it really had to end; he made the decision based on the fact that inside, Peter was dying.
With only the two of them left, Sylar didn’t want to take the chance of losing Peter. If the other got much worse, he would be more trouble than help, and Sylar didn’t want to deal with that. So, he had to come up with a solution. Destroying the American government was a pleasant thought, but didn’t seem like the perfect plan because it would just create more outrage against them.
In the end, the idea was almost too simple.
While Peter was preoccupied by his own sense of utter failure, Sylar had time to seek for a potential spot for his plans. After all, when he thought about it, one big motivator for the attackers was probably the fact that he and Peter alone held half the American soil under their rule. While people couldn’t necessarily live there yet due to the utter destruction caused to the area, it still pained the American ego not to be able to stake claim for their own land.
So, Sylar decided it was a high time for them to have a place of their own.
Far away in the ocean, in international waters he finally found a sufficient spot. The climate was nice – not that it was a problem with their powers that could control it anyway – and it was far away from every country and inhabited island he could find. After that he prodded Mother Nature’s natural process of creating a new island; he raised land by activating a volcano, but speeded the process that may have otherwise taken thousands of years into a few weeks.
Once he finally stood upon the bare piece of rock, he felt for the first time since discovering his abilities that he was truly closer to God himself.
- - -
Peter was sitting on the edge of the Ravine. Actually it was the very same spot he had sat the day he first realized Nathan was dead, and that Sylar had been lying to him.
It had been the longest year he could remember; the army still kept attacking them, but the distraction was much welcomed by him. It gave him something to do with the violent thoughts plaguing his mind. Sylar was gone a lot, and Peter didn’t know where he went, but he honestly didn’t care either. He hadn’t told Sylar about how he had almost ruined the past, or that he had stayed to witness his brother’s death, but things were tense between them nonetheless.
Peter sighed, looking down into the cold darkness. He wondered if allowing himself to fall all that way would kill him. Probably not; he had no such luck in his life.
He often felt tempted to go back to the army these days. To allow them to kill him, or put him into what he had called ‘deep sleep’. Kill him, maybe wipe his memory clean, and not let him come back ever again. After all, how did he deserve to live when so many had died? When Nathan had died?
Peter took a small rock in his hand, shifted it around in his fingers, then tossed it down into the Ravine. It took a long while before he could hear it hit the bottom, or a rock wall.
A slight swoosh of air told him that Sylar had arrived. He didn’t look up at him, nor did he say anything. He would leave soon enough.
“Peter, I want to show you something.”
That’s a new one, he thought. Peter glared up at him, frowning, then decided that Sylar didn’t look like he was going to leave even if he told him he wasn’t interested. “Is it important?”
Sylar didn’t answer, but took off instead, leaving Peter to follow. They sped back towards California, after which Sylar headed to the sea. Peter wondered about this, but followed him nonetheless. He looked down, seeing the drowned, devastated cities beneath the masses of water. Such a beautiful sight on a summer day, but it didn’t fill him with happiness to know he had caused all that. Thousands of corpses lay there, at the bottom of the ocean…
They flew further out, and after a few hours had passed, Peter moved to catch up with the other. “Where are we going? If this is a trip to Japan, I have to say I’m not interested.”
“Just a little further,” Sylar told him.
Peter groaned but kept following, and indeed, when Sylar finally began to land, it hadn’t been that much further. They dropped down to an island which wasn’t all that remarkable. Peter glanced around with disinterest, waiting for an explanation.
Sylar just spread his arms.
“This?” Peter raised an eyebrow, looking around again. “An island.”
“Our island,” the other corrected.
“You wanted a place to go to on vacation?” Peter mocked, kicking some stones at his feet, then looked around again. There were some trees growing here and there, but they looked young. All in all, the entire place seemed a little… off somehow.
Sylar snorted. “This island isn’t on any map, and there’s no one who can stake claim on it because I made it.”
“You what?” Peter turned to look at him, then at his surroundings again.
“Well, I’m still in the middle of things. Bringing soil and dirt here to make something grow was quite bothersome, and I had to boost the growth of those trees… I didn’t want to wait for a few decades.”
“You made us an island,” Peter repeated, blinking, not understanding why Sylar would go through such an ordeal. He didn’t even want to ask how he made it. Had he dragged a huge piece of stone from somewhere and planted it here in the middle of nowhere?
“I was thinking maybe we needed our own place. Our neighbors were getting rather annoying, and I don’t see them coming all the way over here on a whim.”
Peter turned to look at Sylar again, suspicious. The other looked rather pleased with himself, standing there and looking at his project. Sure, this explained why he had been gone so much, but Peter still failed to see the reason. “I thought you liked staking your claim on half of the American soil?”
Sylar raised an eyebrow at him, then shrugged. “It gets a little old. In the beginning it was fun to have power like that, but… In a few days it was already getting a little stale. Add a few more decades, and there really was no point. We are being harassed all the time, and I thought you could use fewer reminders of your failures.”
Peter wasn’t certain how to respond to that. He knew the other was being honest, which was even more terrifying… Finally he just looked around again, trying to distract himself from the fact that this was probably the most unselfish thing Sylar had ever done for him – if saving him from the fall at Pinehearst didn’t count.
“I thought you might want to make a garden over there,” Sylar pointed after a moment. “Tomatoes and watermelons…” He sounded surprisingly sheepish, a side of him which Peter had witnessed only when he visited a potential future and met Gabriel and his son Noah.
“It’s pretty amazing,” Peter finally admitted, then began to walk around. The island was rather big for just the two of them, and there weren’t any animals, but Sylar had said worrying about the plants had been giving him a headache as it was. Sylar seemed interested in creating his own ecosystem, though, and Peter wondered if that had something to do with his original power; he knew how it would work, so he only needed to know what he wanted.
When they had strolled around for a few hours and the sun was beginning to set, they went back to the shore and sat down there. Peter watched the sun, which seemed to be sinking into the ocean itself. It was beautiful, and it was hard to remember how depressed he had felt this morning.
He turned to look at Sylar, who was busy picking small stones and tossing them further from the water, as if he was afraid his island would disappear with the next wave. Peter smiled, then leaned closer to him and hugged him awkwardly. They both tensed a little, but Peter didn’t let go. Instead he closed his eyes, trying to remember when someone had been this close to him before now. His mother, maybe, when she hugged him in the past.
“Thank you,” he said quietly, then pulled back before Sylar got it into his head to push him back. “You… I don’t know how to say this without sounding too pathetic, but I didn’t think anyone would do something like this for me after all the horrible things I’ve done.”
“You’re right, that was rather pathetic,” Sylar decided, but he was smiling.
Peter nodded, then leaned back on his arms, looking at the sea. “I failed, you know. I tried to change it, and I had it all under control when I… when the past me suddenly touched me, absorbing some of my powers and all my memories. He couldn’t control any of it. He re-created The Earthquake he kept seeing in his head. I killed him. I didn’t mean it to be final, but he didn’t heal. Claire died too. D.C. was almost destroyed. So I went back and… just watched it all happen again. Watched you kill Nathan.”
Sylar was silent beside him. Peter didn’t want to ask him to say anything, but he really craved for a kind word – anything that would make the gnawing guilt and endless sorrow vanish, or at least lessen.
Finally Sylar leaned back as well, their shoulders touching slightly. “This might sound awfully selfish, but… I’m glad you couldn’t change it.”
Peter gave the other an openly shocked look.
Sylar just stared at him, his strong features shadowed as the sun finally disappeared from the sky, leaving them to deepening gloom. “Because if you did, we wouldn’t have this. This world of ours. As much suffering as there has been… there has to be a reason for it. I made this place for you, Peter; to make you let go of the demons, because they would be long gone if you only let them… Just live.” It almost sounded like an order, making Peter smile a little.
“Maybe… you’re right. Maybe it’s time. And we have this place,” he decided, craning back his head to look at the small trees now hidden in shadows. “It could be paradise,” he finally decided. With their abilities, they could make it into anything they wanted.
“Our Garden of Eden,” Sylar agreed, then laid back, resting his head on his arms.
Peter joined him, looking up at the stars – the only thing that hadn’t been changed by the discovery of their powers, the end of the world, or today.
The End
- - -
Sylar had envisioned the moment many times, and he felt slightly disappointed once it was over.
Peter knew, but instead of an outburst or a clash of the titans, Sylar had merely left him at the Ravine, conflicted and doubtful. Sooner or later Peter would come around, but for now he was too confused to believe anything he said. Not that belief was mandatory; Sylar’s only concern was that Peter would decide to go out in search of civilization, and end up being captured once again. It would be aggravating after all the trouble Sylar had gone through to release and keep him sane while his mind tried to unlock itself.
Knowing he needed to keep an eye on Peter, Sylar didn’t fly too far. That the empath hadn’t re-discovered his abilities yet was a small victory, because it made it much easier to control him. Sylar was confident of his ability to keep a tight grip on Peter, but sometimes it was nice to see things go smoothly.
Night grew close, and the air got significantly cooler. While the regenerative power would keep him safe, it didn’t mean Peter would feel comfortable once he got cold, and Sylar decided it was time to make his move. He kicked himself off into the air once more and silently soared through the darkening sky. It was easy to find Peter: he hadn’t moved, he was the only living creature within thousands of miles, and Sylar had several powers that could locate him anyway.
Peter sat huddled by the edge of the Ravine, staring towards the opposite side which couldn’t be seen with normal sight.
“Done brooding yet?” Sylar asked conversationally.
Peter didn’t answer, but his shoulders tensed. He was listening.
“There is nothing for us out there,” he added, his words coming out with a tenderness he hadn’t felt for decades – except when he pretended to be Nathan. It was strange how softly the older Petrelli had always spoken to his brother, even when in anger.
Peter raised his head, but didn’t get up yet. He was considering his words, and Sylar waited. He had the patience this would require; Peter had never been one to take his time when he made a decision. He was fool enough to follow his heart.
“Did you mean it?” Peter asked finally. “That you and me… that everyone else is gone?”
“You told me, a few years ago, that Mohinder is dead; had been dead for some time. He was the last one.” Sylar had no reason to lie. The two of them were kindred spirits, their own race among the weak humanity, and after the lonely years he had spent here in isolation, Sylar was tired of pretending he was better off alone. If he had to suffer Peter’s companionship… well, it could be worse.
While he came to that conclusion, Peter had stood up and was staring at him. The brown eyes were narrowed in suspicion. “I wish I could read your mind. There’s… you’re thinking about me, aren’t you?” he demanded.
“Oh Peter,” Sylar chuckled. “We really need to work on that memory of yours.” The memory that was the only thing between Peter and his unlimited powers… “Let’s go. I brought us some fresh bread for supper.” With that he took off, Peter following him.
- - -
Another dream.
A bolt of electricity strikes him in the back, and he looks at Sylar who is hovering above him. “Stop!” Peter screams at him. “We have to stop this before it’s too late!”
Sylar doesn’t answer. He is looking at something, and Peter rises higher to see himself. A city up north trembles – then collapses and disappears. Explosions can be heard, and Peter tries to listen harder.
The screams begin. Beneath the deafening roar of shifting earth, he can hear thousands of voices crying out in several languages. Peter cries out in pain, trying to block it out, but it’s all too loud. It’s as if… everyone everywhere is screaming at the same time.
He doesn’t even notice he is falling until Sylar grabs him and stops his uncontrolled fall. The thick eyebrows are drawn together in a frown, but instead of letting Peter go, he holds onto him as the tremors go on all around them.
The ground is being torn apart below them, molten rock sliding out through the rupture, spreading heat and smoke everywhere. Explosions echo in the distance, mingling with the sound of earth collapsing into the gaping wound in the ground.
“We have to stop it,” Peter says weakly.
“I don’t think we can,” Sylar answers.
Flash.
Peter is covered in blood. Not from head to toe like in some of those horror movies, because that would be absurd, but wherever he looks he can see torn skin, burn marks, and bruises forming. Part of him wishes he had Claire’s ability to heal right now. A bigger, angrier part is glad that he is able to savor the pain.
“Peter!” His mother comes running down the hall. Her hair is a mess, and Peter wonders why that is the first thing he notices. Not the panic in her eyes. Not the unconscious clenching and unclenching of her fists.
“My god, Peter,” Angela Petrelli goes on, halting before him.
Peter automatically stops, not wanting to collide with her. The pain he’s in right now is enough.
Angela is still looking him over, then reaches out to touch, but Peter jerks away. Her look of mortification doesn’t make him want to forgive her. Not this time.
“You lied, Mom,” he says slowly. Talking hurts. Maybe his jaw is broken. Sylar threw a mean punch at him…
Sylar…
All these months.
All the discussions he had with Nathan – who wasn’t Nathan at all.
The hugs, the embraces, the confidential whispers… the secrets; secrets he would have never told anyone but his brother. And now Sylar knows them, and knows exactly how much it will hurt Peter when they are used against him.
And most of all, the greatest pain – a loss that keeps eating at him more and more – is that Nathan is gone, and Peter could never properly say goodbye.
“Peter…” Angela is crying.
Peter doesn’t care. “How could you do it? How could you lie to all of us like that!?” He is shouting, but doesn’t care. A little more pain doesn’t really matter, does it? Peter is in a world of hurt, and he hopes he won’t be leaving it for a while.
“He was my son, my first-born! Don’t make it sound like it was an easy decision to make!” Angela screams back.
“He was my brother!” Peter answers in kind. “All these months I believed I had him by my side, but instead it was…” He can’t say it. Not yet. Not out loud.
Angela knows, somehow, and steps forward again. She has a napkin in her hand, her body trembling. “Peter, let me help, you’re bleeding.” Her voice is shaking. The tears are still on her face.
“Go to hell,” Peter snaps, and finally pushes past her. He is limping, one of his legs almost numb, but he doesn’t care; not as long as his heart is numb with pain.
Flash.
“What are you going to do?” Peter asks. He isn’t certain if he wants to know, but in a twisted sort of way they are together in this.
“Disappear. Be my own man. You know, there’s lots of empty, unpopulated land on the west side of Rocky Mountains.” The serial killer smiles to himself.
“Contaminated and desolate is more like it. Nothing can live there,” Peter argues.
“We can.”
Flash.
He feels his skin healing, body catching up. The hollow sensation is still there, though, deep inside his skull where the metal spike was. It still feels like the first time… well, almost. The first time, he didn’t think he would wake up again.
“Do you know your name?”
“Peter Petrelli.” The answer comes fluently.
“Do you know why you’re here?”
Peter hesitates. Then: “I am yet to be told why I’m here.”
The man steps into his line of sight. He smiles. “Excellent. He is stable; we may proceed.”
Flash.
He walks into Nathan’s study with a silly question in mind – but he forgets it the second he steps through the doors. He sees him standing there, his face – entire body – changing between that of his brother and the man Peter thought they buried.
It is Sylar’s face when he first looks at Peter, half-way morphed from Nathan’s. Then back again. It’s a sickening sight.
“Ma didn’t tell you, huh, Pete?”
Nathan’s voice.
Peter can’t think of a reply before he turns into Sylar again, hissing in what sounds like pure agony. “Your damn mother…” His voice keeps changing, making it hard to comprehend the words. “All these months, in this body. Looked into the mirror and wasn’t sure who was looking back… I kept looking at things, and didn’t comprehend. I knew I should, but I didn’t. But it’s all going to end now.”
He doesn’t need to tell Peter it was Angela’s idea, though; Peter instinctively figures that out for himself.
While he has zero sympathy for any pain Sylar might be experiencing, he can still relate because it suddenly hits him this has all been a lie. His brother is long dead, probably before they burned and buried Sylar’s body at Coyote Sands. “I’m going to kill you,” Peter promises. He has never wanted this man dead as badly as he does now, and that’s pretty serious, thinking of how much hatred he felt for him before.
“Go right ahead, Pete,” Sylar smirks, still trying to imitate Nathan’s speech. “Do your worst.” Electricity sparks between his fingers, but Peter doesn’t care that he doesn’t have a power to match the other’s.
Flash.
“You knew my grandfather, Peter Petrelli,” the boy tells him.
Peter just nods.
A scientist steps closer to him. “Modify his memories. We can’t have an accident like this happening again.”
The boy nods, and his hand moves over Peter’s eyes. Peter sighs and tries to relax. His head burns, and he can feel that something is missing. And then he isn’t all that certain. A strange black boy is standing beside his bed, in a room that looks far too modern to be 20th century. A man circles the table he lies on, but Peter rather looks at the boy.
The boy leans in and whispers in his ear: “You can’t dream if you’re dead.”
Peter frowns. “Yes, you can.”
There was one more flash, far brighter than the ones before. The last actually hurt, and Peter groaned as white agony passed through his brain.
Finally, when he had regained his voice, he gasped: “You can’t dream if you’re dead.”
“You’re alive, Peter,” a dry comment met his insightful statement. “Alive and kicking.” Sylar was standing beside his bed, much like Nathan used to, all those months Peter kept having nightmares. Sylar in Nathan’s body… A wolf in sheep’s clothing. “That was quite a wild ride,” the older man eventually observed.
Peter looked at him, wondering what that meant.
Sylar tapped his head with one finger. “Telepathy. It has been quite interesting to watch your dreams until now. Less naked skin in there than I would have expected from a man of your age, but I guess the gruesome mass-destruction makes up for it.” He turned and went to get himself a cup of water, just like that.
Peter shuddered. Yes, he had sometimes felt like someone was filtering his dreams, but the ones that got through… There had been nothing even remotely sexually arousing in them. “You didn’t have to watch if you found it so distasteful,” he finally groused, feeling like someone had invaded his privacy. Well, Sylar had, and he wondered if he should just get used to it.
“I didn’t want you to find out the truth about me too early. I believe I told you that,” Sylar replied.
“Yeah, it would have been such a loss for your mindfuck to end,” Peter muttered as he got himself a clean glass and some water. His head felt like he had sat in the sun all day; too many memories and flashes pushing in at once wasn’t working, but every time he closed his eyes, they kept coming like a holy flood. The truth about his brother had triggered a lot of memories, and while Peter still felt disoriented, he was putting pieces together at a rapid pace. Sylar wasn’t offering him any help, but he wasn’t stopping him either.
All in all their arrangement was… strange. Peter didn’t know why he had followed Sylar back from the Ravine, but now that his memories began to resolve the forgotten mysteries of his past, it made sense; there was nothing else for him out there, other than cold medical tables and a metal spike thrust into his brain to keep him dead until someone saw fit to wake him up for some patriotic mission. He doubted his own sanity for allowing them to use him like that.
Sylar chuckled where he sat in the corner of the room.
“Stop reading my thoughts,” Peter snapped.
“Start using your own telepathy, and maybe you’ll block me next time. Until then, I guess you’ll just have to deal with it.” A smug grin on his face, Sylar emptied his glass then let go of it, the dish floating through the air towards the sink.
With a sudden burst of anger, Peter swung his hand – and the glass followed the motion to the wall next to him. They both jerked at the sound of the breaking glass, but Sylar’s smile, when he stood up, was as genuine as it could be.
“That’s the sound of progress, Pete,” he noted, then walked out the door, leaving Peter to seethe, alone with the shards of glass that seemed to mock him as much as the other man’s words.
- - -
There were days when Peter was convinced his mind was going to fall apart like a badly constructed house of cards. The tension between him and Sylar remained palpable. The number of visions assaulting his brain was overwhelming. Sometimes Peter wished he could just shut it all out, but at the same time he wanted to regain all his lost memories as soon as possible.
As the days went by, he came to one conclusion, though; there was very little pleasantness to remember. So much death, pain, hurt, nightmares and agony… The truth was, Peter had been much happier not remembering any of it.
Sylar kept away from him. There were no dry, biting comments, and he maintained his own face instead of antagonizing Peter with Nathan’s. Peter wasn’t sure why, but as time went by and his past slowly pulled itself together, Peter had an inkling that maybe he knew why Sylar was doing all this.
For one, he had spent a significant amount of time as Nathan, before all this began, and after saving Peter from the US government. He had absorbed Nathan’s memories, thought-process, and learned to instinctively care for things Nathan had cared about – like Peter.
Also, it was one thing to be lonely, a whole other thing to be completely alone. While Peter knew Sylar went to get food and other necessities from cities on the other side of the Ravine, he still spent a significant amount of time alone, away from any other living creature. The silence was deafening sometimes, and if it was ready to drive Peter nuts after a few months –even when he had the other for company – he couldn’t imagine what it had been like when Sylar was alone.
But the biggest reason of all, Peter decided, was the fact that they were the last of their kin. It was the motivation behind Peter’s decision to stay instead of flying away, or fighting Sylar until one of them was dead. That feeling of togetherness and a bond thicker than blood was what made him stay. There was no one else out there for either of them, and frankly… it seemed no one out there wanted them to even exist. So, an alliance with Sylar was the only reasonable option Peter could find. Maybe it should have been the right action from the very beginning instead of giving himself up…
Year 2072
After an animosity as deep and long drawn out as theirs, it was hard to find common ground. It was funny how the ‘end of the world’ changed that, though. Frankly, they had never had more in common in the past as they had now. Ironically, while Peter hated to admit it, they were both aware of the fact, and that kept them from attempting to kill each other – most days, anyway; some conflicts couldn’t be avoided, and while trying to beat each other to death was a way to pass time, it seemed neither of them was as keen on it as before. The motivation behind the anger was gone, whatever it had been during the previous decades.
Alongside the return of his lost memories were the return of his powers. Peter felt more at home in his own skin than he had in years. He was free to use his powers as he wanted, and it was to his choosing whether he displayed them – or not. Frankly, he kept from displaying most of them because he still had nightmares of The Earthquake, and every time he woke up it took him a few minutes to convince himself that the ground wasn’t shaking.
There was no real routine to their lives. When they got hungry, they either suffered or flew out in search of food; Sylar took Peter with him, showing him the ropes. They both got invisibility and the ability to phase through walls, so stealing food was ridiculously easy. No one knew they were even there. Especially after Peter began to teleport again, it was simple to travel with bigger loads of food, but he didn’t do that unless he had to because he knew sometimes that power was far more unstable than most of his other ones, and while Sylar argued it didn’t matter where they ended up since they were practically immortal and capable of protecting themselves, Peter wasn’t willing to take unnecessary risks with it.
For some months Peter tried to make something grow in their backyard, but the ground was dead and each spot he tried yielded the same sad results. Sylar just kept giving him looks, those thick eyebrows drawn together. Peter knew that in their lives, his efforts were providing the other some amusement, which was why he didn’t tell Peter outright to stop bothering.
After he gave up at their home on the coast, he flew closer to the Rocky Mountains to try there. He was finally successful, and Sylar couldn’t really keep on complaining when they had their first batch of fresh peas and carrots; they tasted better than the ones they stole from East America, for some reason. Maybe it was the fresh taste, or just the fact that it was their food.
Encouraged by this, Peter made it part of his day to fly to his garden. Sylar followed him sometimes, and although his expression said that he found it all incredibly useless, he never said anything. It wasn’t as if they had anything better to do.
It was on one such day, when Peter was kneeling between his straight lines of carrot and lettuce, and Sylar had himself propped up against a rock, that a strange roar filled the air. It began distant, barely there, but Sylar lifted his head, eyeing the sky. Peter looked up as well, instinctively switching into enhanced hearing and vision. He couldn’t see anything, but the sound was getting stronger.
“What is it?” he finally asked, slowly getting up and wiping his dirty fingers on his pants.
Sylar sighed and climbed to his feet with an expression that may have been annoyance – had his eyes not been glittering. “That’s our fellow Americans sending us a gift,” he answered languidly.
“A gift?” Peter frowned, baffled. He almost reached out with his mind to read Sylar’s, but he was still too preoccupied listening to the sound; sneaking through the other man’s defenses wouldn’t work unless he focused on it.
Sylar didn’t seem too keen on answering him. He was still eyeing the sky, the sound still growing. Then, finally, Peter could see something. He narrowed his eyes to identify the object on the sky. It was too big to be a person, and hardly anyone could make such a sound.
It was a hard angle, and he had to stare at it for some time until it was close enough for him to recognize it for sure. Peter let out a gasp when he did, swallowed, and took a step back. He had seen a missile flying only a few times in his life, but the fact that one was steadily falling towards them didn’t fill him with awe – quite the contrary. For a brief moment he looked around his beautiful garden and felt an overwhelming urge to save it.
Sylar glanced at him just then, a look of total disbelief on his face.
Peter stared at him sourly, which didn’t stop Sylar from commenting, of course.
“Seriously, Peter. We have a nuclear warhead aimed at us, and you’re thinking of your tomatoes,” the older man derided him.
“We could have watermelons next week,” Peter replied.
Sylar sighed – the long, agitated sound of a person who was grudgingly agreeing on something. “I can’t believe we’re saving your ridiculous greenhouse project…”
“It didn’t seem so ridiculous this morning when you were poking at the cucumber to see if they’re ready to be eaten,” Peter defended himself.
“I was hungry,” Sylar snapped, but clearly he had already decided to make his move because he raised his hand, a ball of radioactive fire burning just an inch above his palm.
“Keep that away from the plants,” Peter pleaded. While he was certain their bodies could deal with food that had been exposed to radiation, he really preferred not to go through with it if he didn’t have to. Besides, he wasn’t sure how good it was for future crops either. He should probably snatch a book about horticulture when they went into a city next time.
Sylar didn’t have anything to say to that. Instead he released the ball of fire which rose through the air, higher and higher while the missile was heading down. Peter bit his lower lip, then let out the air in his lungs when he was certain the fire wouldn’t hit its target. Sylar frowned, then jerked his head sharply to the right – and the missile spun violently, following the movement, then blew up with an enormous bang as it hit Sylar’s shot.
“You would have missed,” Peter noted once he straightened up again. He had reflexively bowed down at the explosion although the invisible force field he had spread above them was more than enough to protect them from any pieces of shrapnel falling at them from the sky.
“Maybe,” Sylar said.
“You moved the missile,” Peter pointed out.
“Just to make sure the watermelons wouldn’t be hit.” With that, Sylar took off, and after Peter had pushed the falling rubble a safe distance away from his garden, he took off after the other. Instead of heading towards California, Sylar sped over the Rocky Mountains and stopped only when he reached the Ravine.
Since his memory returned, Peter had been there only few times. The place made him shudder still; the cold, utter destruction they had caused. He had enough reminders of his actions during their daily activities, and had no reason to come here and feel the thick wall of despair that tried to crush him each time…
“Perhaps we should go and say ‘hello’,” Sylar mused, regarding the horizon as if he was waiting for the weather to change.
Peter looked at him, driven out of his dark thoughts. He knew that it wouldn’t be a handshake and a kind smile that waited for them there.
Sylar grew tired of waiting for his response and shrugged. “You’ll have to do it at some point, Peter.”
“Do what?”
“Fight for your existence.”
Peter had a lot of arguments against that statement, but Sylar had already pushed himself to the sky and was speeding towards East America. With a growl, Peter followed. He wasn’t going to fight, but someone had to keep an eye on Sylar. In their monotonous, uneventful lives, a chance to fight someone looked attractive, but those people were simply afraid of them – for a reason. While Peter wasn’t going to go back to them willingly, it didn’t mean he would start killing anyone who thought different.
The flight across the Ravine took longer than he would have liked. He felt tempted to just teleport to the other side, but he wasn’t certain what waited for them there. Besides, it was only fair that he looked at the legacy he had left this world…
“You’re making me sick, Pete,” Sylar commented. While the other was flying way ahead of him, it seemed he was still paying attention to Peter’s thoughts.
“If you felt half as responsible for causing all this as I do, I’m sure your cold heart would crack in half,” Peter shot back. He flew faster, anger spurring him forward.
“You’re just making an excuse to feel sorry for yourself. This is something both Nathan and I agree on: grow up.”
Peter sneered, the air whipping past him. Electricity crackled between his fingers, and once he was close enough, he would make Sylar pay for saying that. Sure, it might be true, but he didn’t get to say things like that about Nathan after all the lies he had been feeding Peter in the past.
When he finally reached Sylar, the other was floating in the air. A mile further on stood a massive collection of war equipment; tanks, cars, helicopters, missile-launchers and hundreds of armed men. There was a roar in the air, and Peter snatched a transmission from the air just in time to know that there were gunships coming at them.
“Ten seconds,” Sylar nodded, and although his eyes were on the ground, Peter knew he was waiting for the fighter planes to come close enough for him to hit them.
“Let’s just disarm them and go back,” Peter said. He didn’t plead, but it wasn’t an order either; he couldn’t just make Sylar come back with him – not without a fight, and he was worried that if they really got into it, some of these soldiers might get caught in the middle.
Sylar just smiled, an expression on his face as if he was looking at a treat he was just about to seize.
The fighters roared past them, and Peter sent forth an electrical burst to destroy the rockets launched at them. Sylar had swung around, an electric bolt of his own reaching after the planes and hitting them easily. Peter could see several explosions as the planes’ systems were fried, and a moment later they began to fall without control.
“Asshole,” Peter swore, taking after the planes. He stopped them with telekinesis, then wrenched open the cockpits to get to the pilots and gunners. They were all alive, and he made sure he dropped them to the ground a safe distance from their wrecked planes.
While he was rescuing the men, Sylar had busied himself with the rest of the army. He was in the middle of flipping two of the tanks into the air when Peter arrived and forcibly took the control away from him, making them land a bit awkwardly, but at least the people around them weren’t crushed.
“Stop it!” Peter shouted, although he knew it was in vain.
Sylar just laughed and launched another attack. Fire, this time, which Peter stopped by creating a vacuum around it. He had it nicely under control when suddenly a rain of huge bullets flew past him, one hitting him in the shoulder, splintering his concentration with a brief flash of pain. He felt like shouting in rage and brainwashing the men on the ground to just sit still and not shoot at him while he was trying to help them, but he didn’t.
The bullet had left a hole the size of three of his fingers, and he grimaced while looking at it close as Claire’s power kicked in. His collarbone seemed to have some trouble setting itself, and so he had to push his fingers in to shift the bone so that it could heal. His hand now covered in fresh blood and his shoulder throbbing, Peter looked for Sylar again.
Below him the ground shook lightly, and Peter felt his heart miss a beat. The way Sylar was grinning, especially when he looked at Peter to see his reaction, was the final straw; Peter mustered all his strength and hit Sylar with several powers at once. There was telekinesis, a force field, and something that converted even the smallest force of momentum into something a hundred times stronger. As it hit the other man, he was propelled back through the air, so far that Peter could barely see him once he managed to stop.
Sighing, Peter allowed himself to fall to the ground. The men backed off from him, and he spread his arms. “I don’t want to fight. Just go back, and no one will be hurt.”
He heard a rustle of metal and leather. Panting breaths. Frantic beating of several hearts.
Choosing the man right in front of him, Peter locked eyes with him. He could have used mind control, but he wanted them to make the decision for themselves. “I won’t hurt you,” he told the man, spreading his arms further, trying to find reason.
The gun pointed at him shifted, just slightly, and for a moment Peter was certain the man was going to lower it. Then there was a loud noise – and nothing.
- - -
By the time Sylar managed to stop his embarrassingly uncontrolled plunge, he was miles away from the action. He had to hand it to Peter; when the other got mad enough, he could still attack harder than anyone Sylar had ever met. He had the potential. It was such a pity he rarely if ever used it.
He took his time flying back, monitoring the sounds and transmission passing in the air. Let Peter have his fun. Sooner or later the younger man would have to admit his method wouldn’t work unless he brainwashed the entire human race.
“The target is down. I repeat, the target it down.”
Sylar groaned and sped up. Whatever Peter had done – or hadn’t – had turned against him. While he was tempted to just leave him to deal with it on his own, there was a small fear screaming at the back of his head. The voice had a distinct echo of Nathan’s tone in it, which he disliked greatly, but the message was stronger than all his loathing put together: he couldn’t let anything happen to Peter, because after that it would be a harsh return to loneliness once again, while the world dragged its feet around him.
When he reached the battle zone, it took him a few second to determine what had happened. The soldiers were gathered together, still holding their guns, and the air was filled with messages – enough to make Sylar stop listening to them unless he wanted to give himself a headache.
He landed before anyone noticed him, then parted the entire army like Moses must have divided the Red Sea; cleanly in half, cast on both sides carelessly as if someone had swept aside a pile of toys. In the middle lay Peter, a bloody hole in his head. His brown eyes were glazed over, and Sylar could only sigh and shake his head. Peter had more than a dozen abilities to stop the bullet. He had used none of them, apparently.
Annoyed and tired of this, Sylar merely picked the other man up then took off. A few rockets were shot at him, and he returned the favor by messing up their signals and sending them back down at their shooters. The screams were somewhat enjoyable to listen to, considering all the trouble they had put him through today.
He landed once they were at home on the coast, and lay Peter down on his bed. He was tempted to let him be for a bit longer, but decided it wouldn’t really make a difference, and so he fished out the pieces of the bullets from the younger man’s head. It was tedious, difficult work, and eventually he just sawed Peter’s skull open to have a better look, then held it back together when the final bullet had been removed and the healing kicked in.
Peter coughed and sputtered, blinking rapidly. His entire body shook, and Sylar wondered if he had forgotten a piece of metal in his head. It seemed the other man was fine in a few minutes, though, as he looked around in slight confusion.
“I can’t believe you let them shoot you,” Sylar finally snapped.
Peter just hung his head, clutching it with one hand. Sylar thought it better not to tell him that he had done some serious digging around in there. Peter looked pale enough as it was, and he didn’t need him to get sick before he was at least able to scramble outside on his own feet.
- - -
Sylar told him there had been a change of power; a new man was in control, and it seemed that whoever the guy was, he had a serious problem with Peter and Sylar’s existence. Since the first attack, they were harassed almost weekly. Peter wondered where they got the firepower since nothing they took home with them could be used another time – if they even bothered to drag it back. After all, Peter fought to keep the men alive, but had no problem destroying their guns and machines.
Over the next few months, though, it was harder and harder to keep the soldiers safe and Sylar in check. Peter’s patience was ending, because no matter what he said or did, he was still being shot at. He didn’t allow them to kill him another time – he had learned his lesson, not only because the sharp remarks Sylar had given him about it would drive him insane if repeated. Nonetheless, it was very hard to protect everyone, because that usually left Peter highly vulnerable.
So came the day when he decided that saying: “I don’t want to hurt you,” was enough. He wouldn’t guarantee their safety, but at least he would let them keep their lives. In Peter’s opinion, that was enough, especially after he had to re-grow his entire jaw after a lucky grenade got too close to him. Sylar kept joking that his teeth had never looked so pretty, but Peter found little humor in it.
Months went by, and Peter’s tolerance for violence came to an end.
“I didn’t ask you to come here,” he muttered as he mentally pushed a helicopter to the side, thusly avoiding the bullets it would have otherwise spewed at him. “I didn’t do anything to you,” he went on, landing to touch a tank beneath him, turning its metal into dust. The men that had sat inside it fell to the ground, looking around with various expressions of horror and dismay. “Just leave us alone!” Peter snapped as someone shot him in the back, pain radiating through his entire body. He looked down to see the damage, then gnashed his teeth together.
He had seen a lot of horrible things in his life. He had been a nurse. His own body had been horribly mangled a lot of times. But looking down at his side, and seeing the gaping hole the size of a few baseballs, the flesh still emanating a burnt smell… Peter honestly felt a little sick, not to mention furious with pain.
Angrily he turned around, and yanked closer the man who had shot him. His fingers curled around his neck, and although the soldier was bigger than him, it didn’t matter against inhuman strength. Only when Peter heard bones snap did he stop and let the body drop to the ground. He was breathing hard, the hole in his side still healing. He gingerly touched his chest just above it – then jerked as five bullets hit him from behind, one piercing his body and palm as it shot through him.
He briefly wondered if shooting your enemies in the back was what they taught in school these days, but didn’t particularly care. This time he didn’t even turn to look as he reached out with his mind, turning the soldiers behind him at each other, then made them fire. The bodies fell to the ground with a series of thuds, and finally Peter dared to breathe, although one of his lungs was still healing.
Sylar landed beside him. He hadn’t been shot by the look of it, but he was bloody and his clothes were a little torn. He looked at Peter, and his already annoyed expression twisted a little. “Ouch,” he stated, and Peter knew that was all the sympathy he would get.
“This has to end,” Peter stated firmly.
Above them a helicopter spun in the air, smoking and on fire, before crashing down into the Ravine, an explosion following long seconds after.
Sylar nodded absently, then looked up. Peter followed his line of sight with dread, and saw two objects rushing through the sky. Missiles. Their enemies must have become truly desperate to kill them; they had never shot such weapons at them while their own soldiers were still in the area. Not that most of them were walking home on their own these days…
“How does your side feel?” Sylar asked conversationally.
“Just give me a few seconds,” Peter sighed.
“Good, because I don’t feel like going up to stop them,” Sylar decided.
Since the first time, they had discovered that actually flying up to meet the missiles was much more effective than trying to shoot them from the ground.
“I didn’t say I wanted to go either,” Peter whined. “I was just shot!”
“Well, maybe you shouldn’t be so easy to shoot at.”
“At least I still care for human life.”
“Fine,” Sylar hissed. “A draw, then. Rock-paper-scissors okay with you?”
Peter blinked, then shrugged. They put forth their hands, counted “Rock, paper, scissors,” out loud, then stopped.
Sylar muttered, looking down at his index and middle finger that stood out from the rest of his hand, then shot up to the sky. Peter looked down at his own clenched fist – stone – wondering why Sylar always chose scissors. Above him the missiles exploded, and even where he was standing he could feel the slight impact of pressure. With a sigh, he rose to the sky as well, following Sylar as the other already sped towards their territory on the western side of the Ravine.
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Story Info
Title: Enemy Within
Author: Del Rion (delrion.mail (at) gmail.com)
Fandom: Heroes
Era: Future (post-Heroes) and alternate 3x25: An Invisible Thread
Genre: AU, angst, drama
Rating: M / FRM
Characters: Peter Petrelli, Sylar (, Claire Bennet, Noah Bennet, Matt Parkman, Angela Petrelli, Nathan Petrelli, various other Heroes characters mentioned)
Summary: Peter knows there is something wrong with the world, but with his memory gone, he isn’t sure whether his nightmares are trying to send him a message or if he’s just going insane. No truth can remain buried forever, though – not after what he has done to the world.
A sequel to “Deep Sleep” and “Sounds”. Complete.
Written for: Heroes Big Boom’s Round Three at LiveJournal.
Art: by the wonderfully talented Krystal (Chosenfire). Thank you so much, you sweet thing! I love each piece of art you contributed, and you better know it ;)
Warnings: Violence, language, (major) character death, murder, shape-shifting and stolen/fake identity, some gore and horror elements. Implied mass destruction, post-apocalypse. Spoilers for season 1-3, especially season 3.
Extra warning! One scene in particular may sound similar to the events of 9/11. I meant no such similarity, and the two are not connected, but anyone who might be disturbed by that kind of imagery: beware! (contains: buildings falling apart and burning, people dying)
Beta: Mythra (thank you so much, once again, for the fantastic job!)
Disclaimer: The show, its characters, its places, and everything else belong to Tim Kring and other respective creators and owners of ‘Heroes’. I have made no profit by writing this story, and make no claim over the show.
Feedback: Much appreciated; con-crit, praise and general opinions.
A Perfect Circle: Blue (Album: Thirteenth Step)
[The funeral dream. Confusion, fear, truth.]
Lyrics:
I didn’t want to know
I just didn’t want to know
Best to keep things in the shallow end
Cause I never quite learned how to swim
I just didn’t want to know
Didn’t want (x4)
Close my eyes just to look at you
Taken by the seamless vision
I close my eyes
Ignore the smoke (x3)
Call an optimist, she’s turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call an optimist, she’s turning blue
While I just sit and stare at you
Because I don’t want to know
I didn’t want to know
I just didn’t want to know
I just didn’t want
Mistook their nods for an approval
Just ignore the smoke and smile
Call it aftermath, she’s turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call it aftermath, she’s turning blue
Such a perfect color for your eyes
Call it aftermath, she’s turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call it aftermath, she’s turning blue
While I just sit and stare at you
I don’t want to know